Went to Hui Yi's bbq yesterday at costa sand resort in pasir ris.

It's not the usual chalet where we have a house by outselves with plenty of space and rooms for us to walk about. This chalet is just like a master bedroom (1 closet, 2 single bed, 1 fridge, 1 sink, 1 bathroom, 1 dressing table and 1 TV attached to the wall). It cost $99/- for 3 days, 2 nights. Not a bad chalet if you want to stay and relax there by yourself/ with another person. Like the aloha loyang chalet, it has a swimming pool.However i prefer aloha loyang, the pool and the structure is much nicer and comforting, the lightings are also better. The sad and shocking thing is that the bbq pit for costa sands is one lousy junk that is not included in the package, we thought it was cheap, but end up it cost $30+ ( $20 for deposit, ~$10+ for the using of the pit).

Initially, i wanted to stay for the night, but after much thought, i decided not to.... Just don't feel 'right' to stay there, with all the 'unfamiliar' ppl.. probably i'm just a damn outcast.... Since after the seperation of the courses, i feel that the friendship begins to distance between me and my gang...With the little time we are allowed to spent with each other, our communication diminishes as the time goes by, and they themselves start to make new friends from their courses.. so end up me being the 'alien' from that group... I was really happy when hui yi asked me out for the bbq, i appreciate it very much that at least she still thought of me.

Obviously, like them, i made new friends from my course, but the problem is that they themselves are already in a group( all of them went to the same course)... so the 'friendshipness' between me and them was not that close. i feel that they never really thought of including me into their gang, probably the reason as to why they take me into their group is because they pitied me for being alone in the course.

Well... i'm a failure at everything except studies... Wish this situation would change and hope that i could make more loyal friends out there, somewhere...