Right smack in the middle of my tests and exam...and i'm still here wasting my time trying to figure out how to change my blog's background...I GIVE UP for now!!!!Can't figure out how to change the blog skin that i wanted ...and so now i'm using this to substitute it...

Two term test gone, still one more term test and exam to go..but how am i going to pass when i am totally demoralised already??? Previous two were a disaster!! All questions were all the unexpected ones...its either i din bother to read those or those that i know its somewhere in my head but i just seem unable to get it out at the time of the test.

bummer! how am i going to past my final year?? i dun wan a D on my results slip, however it seems that i am likely to get D's this year??? how???

Life pretty sucks at this time of the life...

exams, exams, exams.... and fighting with time to finish off my project that is to be dued in just another few days, with having to cope with time management for my studies...hai....

Just can't stand some of my lecturer's in the school...They are damn bias against stupid ppl...They just LOVED all the smart assesss to death, helping them to get distinctions , while leaving us in the backyard, waiting to fail and retake the subject again. What i think is that they are trying to take the easy route of teaching... don't need to teach so hard because those smart ppl are already smart..they understand every single stuff and thus no questions asked...These lecturers just really get into my nerve and boils my blood....coz this is what happens to me...Never bother to check my log book, but bother to check others, looking at it seriously page by page infront of me!!! And when i don't understand the concept, they just get angry and refused to talk to me again..come on man!! what are you guys here for?? you are employed to MAKE the students UNDERSTAND and NOT chase them away...... i am now at loss at what to do for my project anymore....don't know how i should carry out the report and blah blah blah...Arrggg ~~!! the more i say about this, the more i am angry with them... Fortunately...majority of the lecturers are not like this.. or else i could have condemn them in the newspaper!hah! would i be that daring?? no idea....

Talk about social life...my life is a bore..nothing else to do except study, study, study....haha! but i will not and shall not be like some ppl who complained about their social life to a lecturer. Don't really know what happen then..but i can now confirm about the topic of that confrontation hours... it's all about how my pals treated her.....finally the beans are spilled out... at least my pals know how she damn bloody feel about them... no wonder the next day when i call to her in school, she ignored me...Hey gal!! you are complaining about your bad social life.... do you still want friends or do you just want to burry your head and brain to the books for life.... if you want friends then stop igonoring people..or else..you are a loner for life...Look happier and livelier and you'll have more friends.

Damn to my blog.....after modifying some things..now my stars can't even be shown~~!!! must change the blogskin already..but that will have to wait till i finish my exam....

Still can't figure out how to put up my pic at the other column.....got the web to hold my pics but i dunno the URL??? what stupid ass am i?? Someone pretty pls help me..;~(

Ahh~~~!! finally after 2 months of suffering... i can now have my ROOM and COMPUTER all to myself..yipee!!! Get to sleep in my comforting bed, move around my room without worrying that i'll disturb her, and of course..i dun need to act politely anymore....what a relieve...however there's a problem...she FELL in LOVE with singapore, told her mum that she would be back in singapore to work for the rest of her life!!aHH~~~!!!!To add the matter worst...her mum's coming too...which means....i'll be totally kick out of my room!!! HELP~!!! anyone???

Unfortunately...can't really celebrate now as term test 2 is on the way!!! next week already leh!!! i've got 3 term test papers..thus no point of having study week as we will not be able to study...still there's no holiday for us to study...haii....

Although only 1 subject that is examable..but that subject has lots of things to study..had to study both practicles and our projects...think there's like 20 to 30 types of diseases to remember...arrggg...dun think my mind is that big enough to memorize everything..had to memorize meaning of the disease, the MOA of the drugs, the non-pharmacological treatments, the basic A&P stufff.... blah..blah...blah....

Happy and airy are the words that i can describe myself when Ms Hor and Mr Ko prasises us for doing well in our DPP project..hahaha...(getting proud now)... and furthermore this is the most impt projects of all 4...and this means it will carry the most percentage...yeh......but still it doesn't really help...:( coz the exam carries 40%..so if i fail it ... i might even fail the subject...haii...

Think this year i will do badly.... all my quizes and term test 1 just barely cross the passing line...hai...no high hopes anymore...

Oppsss.....think my pals are in trouble........one of the committee member messaged them to meet H..dunno wat will happen..thought they could escape..by saying that they went home and dun wan to go to school again...but unfortunately...tat H saw us..and came personally to ask them to c her at 5pm...!!! Oh.. man, it's a f***ing late time!!! we were off school in the morning already...but because of the meeting, they had to stay for such a long bloody time......

Dunno wat's it abt but we speculated that it could be due to someone complaining to the H abt them( think it's abt them leaving her or wat) and thus now in this trouble.....

Well... if what i think is happening is true..then i think that someone is really a funny person...more of like a childish way to settle problem..Y?? She should approach the counsellor and not H... wat's a counsellor for??? The problems that she has, has nothing that concerns H....it's just her personal bad social life....pls dun complicate matters gal. Think she's just sensitive about how we treat her only.... my pals din even do anything to her...it's just that my pals had no common interest with her, and thus did not chat to her..and she automatically felt left out and isolate herself and cry... oh man....Puh lEezz...dun get stress up by these things... sometimes you have to take initiative to talk to them if you dun wan to get left out.. or at least listen to them... laugh with them.. or watever... Take things easy gal.... in life there's still many problems to face.... if you can't handle this kind of stuff..how are you going to handle others in life... esp when you are in the working society..

Hai.... so many weeks din see my pals and now this thing happenss...hai...

awww!!miss those days

its been really long since i tab into blog. God knows how long ago since i entered here..think it's about 2months. Tons of projects to complete...arrgg~~!!!

Luckily, now 3 projects are completed..they are DPP report, GMP project, and of course my AGM.

However there are still more problems to come, esp PMT project. It's gonna due this saturday and still i haven't start my research yet! wat i am going to do????None knows how to do it and i can't find any information in the net! Y?Y?Y?

To me AGM was horrible~!! everything went unexpected. Participants were 'too' eager to come for the AGM..and someone let them into the lt when i'm not ready yet..Mrs Tay came early, and so the AGM started early..Thought i still had some luck, as the caterer came early, however to my surprise the AGM went real fast. Din even get to have time to sit down and rest. Had to help the caterer settle stuff... end up.. i was in a mess. My shirt tuck out, hair messy... makes me look like someone has just 'molested' me.... thinking back and looking at the photos that the journalist had taken really make me want to turn back the time. The cost of the food was a bomb, gave me a shock that that little amount of food cost that much. But, the guest still praise that the food was good...so.. at least i'm a little bit comforted. Now i'll have to deal with the MONEY problem..dunno how to settle them, as the expenses were out of the budgeted range.. prob we will cover the cost.

Thought school work was enough, who knows that club and home still gives me problem. how am i going to survive??? feel like running away from this place....too bad i dun like beer to get me drunk and too bad that drinking isn't going to solve the problem..it's only for a short while, n soon i'll still have to face the problems again..sumtimes i fill like jumping off and screaming off my problems at the top of my lungs...but in a place like singapore, there's no quite place for me to do so.

She's better now... think because her parents talk to her. Now i get to use the stuff, though still need to wait for her to finish using it. However, a person's character can never be changed in such a short time ...soo... there's still sum things that doesn't go as i wish but still i have to give way to her. Let's hope that we realise what situations we are in and resolve it to make each other happy. We've been treating her so nice for the past few months..so...will we be able to get sum thing back from her??? like a treat to us???hmm... i wonder....

dad and bro's birthday are coming soon.. but think we aren't gonna celebrate due to our own hectic schedules. Bro's in uni, n me in poly. both busy with sch work.